Katies Opinion

Am I back again? Suddenly, I’ve decided to resurrect this blog after months of death-like slumber. Talk about cobwebs! Been half a year, hasn’t it? Obviously, loads have happened. To put everything down right now, would require superhero strength and magical powers. Dedication would be another factor and the patience to type it all up. As long as I know what’s going on, that’s fine. It’s not like anyone reads this thing, anyway =P Highlights in point form:- * I’ve graduated from the university * Supposed to continue studying but majorly lazy. Gonna try working instead. * Some drama had taken place recently. Probably still going on. * Break-ups, misunderstandings, changes in relationships, new experiences, first times, etc * The above *points* are both good and bad. Some.. totally unwanted and I wish it would go away. * Was in Melbourne, Australia from 13/8/2011 until 7/9/2011. Longer than was planned. Photos over here * Finally went to a friend’s club when I was there. Had a good time. Thanks, Simon =) * Had my hair cut and highlighted red/violet in Melbourne. * Got stressed over certain issues involving friends. To the point of tears, zits popping out and falling sick. * Calming myself down, but sometimes just can’t help getting worked up. Like right now. * Heading to Genting Highlands for work on Sunday morning. * Clubbing has been taken to a new direction. More guy scanning involved. * Fun has included words like : Beach Club, Portugal, Sangria, fun dance partner and dance floor action *hehe* * Changes in certain areas of friendship is bumming me out * In the midst of smoothing things out. Wishing positive changes are for real and will last. * In major denial over eye candy (yep, still on that). But this time working on getting over it, for real. * Rakhma’s boyfriend, Tariq, and his friend, Julian, moved to KL. Okay, that’s all for right now. I’m feeling too crappy to go on. I’m in major paranoia and shit like that. I feel unwated and kinda like being regarded as a drag to certain individuals. Disliked, ignored, left out… they all are kinda the same, eh? Maybe it’s just me.. But I somehow think not. It’s pretty obvious when it feels like you’re having a one-sided conversation. Trying to converse with someone who’s probably rolling their eyes and getting annoyed. You have no idea how sad I’m feeling right now. How lonely and hurt. Check it out, I’m such a drama queen. But, I feel all that.. Can’t help it. Please let it get better.